Am I getting old, or is Courtney Thorne Smith getting fuckin hot?!

Since you never gave a damn in the first place,
Maybe it's time I had the tables turned
Cause in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...

...You nearly killed me
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll
You were dead from the git-go!
Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, and never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step up to me, I'll smear ya
Think I fear ya? Bullshit!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this dick
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity hit me!

Maybe it's the way you gotta spread a lotta rumor fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leaving when you realize
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
And if you know what's good, just shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe,we know the Ass that your kissin'
Bigity-biggidy bitch girl, halfway hauser
Don't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Come on, and get a face full 'o tatic
Lipping off hard, going home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nothing
Now you start shit?
Well, ain't that something?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can hide if you want
But I'll find you, comin' up behind you!

All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out it out
Bout time I set this record straight
Cuz all the needlenose punchin' is making me irate
Sick of my bitchin fallin on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politics
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
BAM!
Are you sick of me?
Good enough, had enough!

Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!

I have come to realize or at least starting to realize that some parents are just fucking losers and should be banned from having sex at all. They simply do not deserve humane treatment or rights. If they can fuck they should also be capable of love. If not - then they should be banned from sex in the first place.

This mother fucking divorce cannot be over soon enough. I cannot even think of my soon to be ex without getting pissed off. She is a fucking selfish bitch and I have served her for the last five years. I resent that and wish only that she makes her life exactly what she wants it to be. I pity her sorry selfish, snotty, bitchy, greedy, whorish ass.

It's been a week or so since I posted. I am doing great - really. As I sit here working on things listening to music I realize that I am happy. I am content. I am confident. And I am lonely. It's weird, the wife called tonight to speak with our son. Hearing her voice gave me a rage of emotions and thoughts. I love the woman I met nine years ago. I miss the woman I knew five yers ago. And I hate the woman I spoke with five seconds earlier. Divorce, emotions and sometimes life sucks. Now don't take that wrong, I am not depressed. But sometimes life can be lonely and suck. I put the boy to bed at 9:30 and here it is 11:10 and all I want is someone to talk to. Not a lover, not a wife, not a confidant, just someone to talk to. Tomorrows another day... and I look forward to it.

You can look at the menu but you just cant eat
You can feel the cushions but you cant have a seat
You can dip your foot in the pool but you cant have a swim
You can feel the punishment but you cant commit the sin
And you want her and she wants you
We want everyone
And you want her and she wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame
You can build a mansion but you just cant live in it
Youre the fastest runner but youre not allowed to win
Some break the rules
And live to count the cost
The insecurity is the thing that wont get lost
And you want her and she wants you
We want everyone
And you want her and she wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame
You can see the summit but you cant reach it
Its the last piece of the puzzle but you just cant make it fit
Doctor says youre cured but you still feel the pain
Aspirations in the clouds but your hopes go down the drain
And you want her and she wants you
We want everyone
And you want her and she wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame
No one ever is to blame
No one ever is to blame